tired

love yourself first.

frankly, i do.
but sometime people around me make me feel uncomfortable about my very own self.

:(

i know.
sometime i tend to throw everything away.
but i am not that strong.

because i might have found the one who love me the most next to my parents and for that i live my life to the fullest, hoping in the future my life will be better than today. hoping that in the future, u will be next with me my darling. we both will live our life together side by side through good times or bad. with no one can stop us, and with the bless from God. darling we will be alright

they say everything is beautiful when you fall in love.

but it will turn horrible eventually because its not easy for someone to find a happy ending.

do i found mine?

perhaps.

but with whom?

thats the question i'm asking myself.

world is bitter.

world can be sweet as caramel.

but to be a woman, or man, 

this is what you have to face eventually.

you can't escape it.

because there is no exit doors when it came to be an adult.

you must face it.

and walk away with pride.

and not shame.

world is bitter.

world is sweet.

memories are the same thing as the world are.

we just need to keep our hope high. 

FINISH.

im wild but with morality.

watching the sunrise really made me captivate by the nature again.

i love watching the sunrise and sunset. it is the most beautiful thing of the world. to me it is one of the most seven wonders ever.

i have 2 more papers to go.
minus today, means ONE MORE!

then bye bye kuala lumpur, hello kota kinabalu.

i miss sabah so much.

sometime people dont really understand me, or is it me is the one who is hard?

im cold and i might fall sick.

i miss my parents.

4 days to go.